I still dunno...

This seems to be a new trend.  Some stuff went down today and I just don't really know what is going on.  Today was not frustrating like yesterday was.  It was just hard and intense.  And mostly confusing.  Today was totally unexpected.  Yesterdays frustration I very much anticipated.  Today's craziness came out of nowhere.  It's just like What?  What just happened?  And I'm not sure what to do with it.  I feel like this past weekend I had some good time to journal and I felt like I had at least a little bit of a grasp on where my life was going.  Then yesterday and now today, I feel a little lost.  Like the scenery changed and I'm just trying to figure out where I am so I can continue moving forward.  I know that I can still move forward for sure.  It's just gonna look a little different I think.  Well let's just wait and see how things play out in the next couple of weeks before I start going down that road.  I guess this is how life goes, though.  Things are really good for a while and then it gets changed up.  Hopefully for the better, but sometimes not.  We shall see.