Clarification

So I reread my post from last night this morning and realized it sounds really terrible like everything in my life is going wrong.  And I realized if you don't actually know what is going on you might be super worried about me after reading the last two days.  SOOO, let me clarify.  I can't really give details about what is going on, but know that things are ok.  I was smiling for most of the day yesterday.  Things are good.  I am not worried, stressed, upset, angry, hurt, etc. etc.  Just mainly thinking a LOT about a whole bunch of stuff and really trying to process the situation.  It might change some big things, but it's possible that everything might be exactly the same also.  Basically what I am trying to say is don't worry about me.  Things are still really good and I am still loving life and super excited about Seattle.  I'm trying to think through some things and when I am thinking I sometimes type ridiculous stuff because I don't know what I am really trying to say.  Yeah.  But know that if there are any big changes I will let you all know.  For know, still thinking about what is going on.  And no worrying on your end.