Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I dunno...

I'm feeling really frustrated right now about some things.  Most of my life is really good and I'm feeling happy and enjoying life.  But there are a few little things (well I guess not really little) that are super frustrating right now.  And I don't really know what I should do about them.  And I don't want to just blame other people for these frustrating things but I'm sure some of it is my thing.  But I am unsure of what to do.  I feel like I'm trying to do things and I'm trying REALLY hard to be patient, but just no.  It's not really working.  I thought it was good for a little.  But it's not good.  And it's getting more frustrating.  So I'm like hmmm should I be patient or should I change things up a bit.  I dunno.  I dunno.  And then there's this other thing that I just don't really know about at all.  But let's not talk about that.  Ok, I know you have no idea what I am talking about right now.  But I just needed to vent a little bit but I don't want the world to know what is going on.  Just know that it's not that big of a deal.  Like really.  My life is really good and I am feeling super refreshed and re-energized after this weekend.  I did a bit of thinking on Sunday and am putting some of that thinking into practice and things are going well.  Interviews are now done (I had the last few today) so I can destress a little bit there.  So yeah, life is good.  I have a bunch of stuff planned this week to hang out with friends and I'm excited about that.  So no worries.  Seattle is wonderful and I am wonderful in Seattle.  Just a couple little things that are frustrating.  And they're not bad.  Not bad things at all.  Just frustrating.  You know?  Some things that are just like :: insert jill noise ::  And I'm trying to figure out what to do with them.  Alright, sorry this is the most vague post ever in life, but it's what I'm feeling right now.  I just typed really fast.  Ok, yeah.

1 comment:

Caro said...

Without hearing any specifics, I still completely understand what you mean.

It'll all make sense soon.