it's like whatever.

yesterday i did something that i thought i would never do in my entire life.  it was not on my list of things to do before i die.  actually, it was prolly on my list of things that i will NEVER do.  but after i was invited by a friend to do it, i thought about it for a few days.  and i decided to do it.  i was kind of terrified.  even up to the point when it was just about to happen.  i also didn't think i was going to have fun doing it.  i thought it was gonna be one of those you do it for the experience but you don't actually enjoy yourself.  but i got the experience and i had fun.  i really did.  which was kind of crazy.  and, as an added bonus, it has increased my confidence.  i feel like i can do anything now.  but, yeah, i did it.  even though i was terrified.  like for real terrified.  and i'm really glad i did.  i'm happy that i decided to challenge myself a little bit and expand my comfort zone.  it was good.  a weird sensation and altogether crazy.  but good.